Monday, December 28, 2009

3 days till 2010

It's kinda hard for me to believe that Thursday, December 31, 2009 will be my last day at my full time job. With the start of the new year,  January 1, 2010, I'm embarking upon a new page of my life where I will be my own boss. My own I sigh with excitement and anxiety all in the same breath.

I feel like I'm leaving my parents, a job of 5+ years that provided a sense of security to strike out on my own. I remember going thru this process before when I left my grandma's home in S.E DC to become a homeowner in Waldorf, MD. I was scared, but I did it and now I wouldn't trade that experience for the world. If I wouldn't have done it I would've never known that I could do it. Not only that, who would've thought that by moving to Waldorf that I would meet superman (affectionate name for my man) who lives practically down the street from me. How ironic. I would've never know that it was even possible unless I first took that step.

 Even though that first step was scary...I took it. I will even admit now, that I'm scared  at taking this step to pursue music full-time...but yet I'm still taking it. I believe that God is waiting for people to just take a step and He will stand and deliver and show how great and mighty He is...A testament to all! So I'm taking the step..acting on what I believe....knowing that God is with me thru it all.